Hi All,
It's Sunday night January 11th. I have not been "up to run" in a long time way and I'm officially attempting to return to the exercise world tomorrow morning. I got sick on something like my third post of this blog. It must have been some sort of flu because it knocked me out for over two weeks and then guess what happened...I lost my motivation and everyday that I didn't get up, I felt worse, guilty, and like a failure. I hated myself for ever starting the blog and then hated myself more for not deleting it. I thought delete this blog. I thought delete your post in your real blog about starting this project but I couldn't. Something inside me it seems will not give up on me and my idea of being in shape. So, I'm back. I a little discouraged but I'm up to try a gain. I did learn that I am too scared to run in the dark at a track and that it is too cold to run outside before it is light, therefore I am going to officially be on the used elipitical machine I purchased before Christmas and wont technically be running until it gets warmer. I'll keep you posted on my progress...fingers crossed. xxK
It's Sunday night January 11th. I have not been "up to run" in a long time way and I'm officially attempting to return to the exercise world tomorrow morning. I got sick on something like my third post of this blog. It must have been some sort of flu because it knocked me out for over two weeks and then guess what happened...I lost my motivation and everyday that I didn't get up, I felt worse, guilty, and like a failure. I hated myself for ever starting the blog and then hated myself more for not deleting it. I thought delete this blog. I thought delete your post in your real blog about starting this project but I couldn't. Something inside me it seems will not give up on me and my idea of being in shape. So, I'm back. I a little discouraged but I'm up to try a gain. I did learn that I am too scared to run in the dark at a track and that it is too cold to run outside before it is light, therefore I am going to officially be on the used elipitical machine I purchased before Christmas and wont technically be running until it gets warmer. I'll keep you posted on my progress...fingers crossed. xxK
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